Missing Steve...

So I left Steve at home today...
I know, I know....I shouldn't have. Well it wasn't intentional I actually forgot about him. When I had realized what I had done I immediately thought abut how much I had already begun to miss Steve. I need him he is a great friend. I have other friends who ask about him, who hold me accountable when I am not carrying Steve.
I've begun to realize how enviable my bond with Steve might be to some people. It is something that gives me a sense of purpose. Not that I am able to change the way that Steve is affected by the environment or what affect Steve may have on said environment but that by carrying Steve I am able to enable something for people to see that they may not have seen before. I want to examine my life. I want to have something worth seeing in me that people may never have seen before. I want a transparent Jesus to be shown in me. Thats All.