Going Nuclear

I woke up this morning like any other: tired, disoriented, do i need to be awake, it's 3:30 am, i should go back to bed, what if i over sleep, guess i'll wake up, i think I'll just lie here and listen to music, i think I'll journal and pray, I think I'll blog, but something different happened...I did those things. I didn't just lie there and pretend like I was going to wake up and do something, I TOOK MY BODY AND MOVED! I am no different than any other. I am simply a man who woke up this morning choosing to do rather than just simply pretend. This is the error of my ways in the past, I've always just pretended as if I was going to set out to do things and remained the same. I don't think I haven't changed or accomplished anything but it's not what it could be something needs to change, constantly in order for growth to be present. It has to be a measurable force in order to be seen as progress or momentum. IT has to be me and God maintaining an intimacy that is like a nuclear reaction...a continual series of changes that are unpredictable and impossible to measure the total impact. This is the first of many posts like it. I can guarantee it.